Expecting your first baby is exciting. But it can also create anxiety about your future role as a mother. Here's how two women overcame their fears.
"My mom had always made parenting look easy and effortless. I feared I wouldn't measure up." - Claudia Zurita, Houston
I was excited when I found out I was pregnant, but also a little panicky. I had no idea what to expect. I read every pregnancy website I could find and joined an online community for moms-to-be. But although I was eager to learn about expecting and motherhood, I was afraid to talk to anyone about my fears about being a parent. I was nervous I wouldn't be a good enough mother. I worked full-time so I feared my child wouldn't really know me in the same way he would if I was with him all day. was scared that I'd be some sort of klutz and drop the baby, or what if I fell asleep in the rocking chair while trying to put him to sleep? How would I know that I'm doing things right? When I had my son, I had awful postpartum depression symptoms. I bottled up my emotions and had the worst anxiety I'd ever felt. I constantly worried. I'd get up three times a night to see if he was breathing, and I was terrified he'd put something dirty in his mouth and get sick. >But after about a year, I finally found my groove and felt much more confident in myself and my parenting skills. My son knows who mommy is, and seeing his face light up when I get home after a long day at work means everything to me.
"My husband and I get along so well and have so much fun together; I was afraid a baby would disrupt that." - - Lisa Parro, Chicago
My husband and I waited almost seven years to start trying to get pregnant. Both of us were very happy being childless and we got married young (I was 23; he was 24), so time was on our side. Mostly, I was afraid our life would change for the worse, and that parenthood would be difficult and we'd be stressed out. We didn't want to have kids simply because we were expected to.
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